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One Day

there will be a woman one day
who will walk into your life suddenly
and she will sit in front of you,
and you will look at each other,
more than the words that will come out from your mouth,
she will listen,
you will listen to her,
and pay attention,
you will pay attention to everything about her,
she will be happy,
just a little,
then,
one day,
if you dont return back to your own shell,
she will be full,
of your reality
dont forget,
she is you,
but the opposite in a way,
dont forget,
she is not from here,
but from you.
just living in your life,
only when you are there,
and when you are not,
she is in her life,
doing her job
if you want to keep her,
i say, love
dive deep,
but
know to be a friends,
because she is not you.
you can only fight with yourself.

 

Ardic Agus 2014

Into 2014

  • sara

    are you there

    Sara

    baby

    im sure you will see this in the morning,

    if you are sleeping now,

    and im sure

    you are not starting work at 10 tomorrow

    or even maybe you are off,

    im not sure,

    i want to meet you

    at our cafe

    we gotta have to

    im sure you will wake up max around 11

    and i will be there around 12 waiting for you.

     i love you so much

  • more than anything else

    you are mine

    and you will be mine

    for ever

    and the forever is

    is the day when we both die

    god damn it,

    we been stupid

    both of us,

    you are mine, and im yours

    i will not give up on you

    how can i

    how can i be without you

    how can i be without your smell

    and your touch

    how can i survive

    without hearing your voice

    how can i stop

    when you are me and i am you

    how can this heart beat without your heart beating next to it

    our strength is our want

    and we both want

    wanting to carry on,

    with all our pain and happiness and laughter

    2014 is not much but just a new beginning into growing together

     

     

    Ardic Agus 2014

Question

what is it baby that you always wanted but couldn’t get it out of me,

why?

was i not enough to you?

what is enough ?

you dont even know,

like everything else,

so why go ?

without knowing,

so why sadness,

without wanting,

think about it,

think about the laughters

and the tears we had together,

always together,

always at the same time,

in that moment,

always with our hearts,

and some more,

and the touches,

and the way we both

hold and grabbed our faces,

while laughing,

looking into each others eyes,

and kissed,

for many times,

on and on,

for long.

 

Ardic Agus 2014

 

Tonight

the night is cold,

like her heart,

far away from me,

tonight,

tonight the night is darker than ever,

and lonelier tonight

everyone

more than ever,

though her heart is the loneliest,

tonight,

i can drink

and write the saddest lines,

i can drink more than ever,

because tonight im not alone,

here in this house,

there is her, here in my heart,

and my sadness, sitting next to me ,

and the memories are inside me,

inside my skull,

and some are in my heart,

trying to stop its beating,

unlucky that little poor heart,

it wont stop beating for little more,

im tough,

im tough

but there is some weakness in there too,

and that weakness is weaker than ever,

tonight

tonight

tonight.

 

 

Ardic Agus 2013

Every morning eye to eye

I touch her hair, letting my fingers dance on it,

I touch her face, kiss and letting my lips burn,

I kiss her every morning, when i woke up

I usually woke up before her,

and just watch,

kiss gently and touch,

while she sleeps,

i hear the most beautiful music,

a rhythm

she creates, with her heart and her breath

I be quite and listen,

until she wakes up,

I see her opening her eyes,,

in the morning,

looking at me,

holding my hand,

and she looks at me,

for a very long time,

and i look at her,

without any words

I kiss her,

and she closes her eyes again,

we dont talk much in the mornings,

while are hearts are still sleeping together.

 

Ardic Agus 2013

 

Mixed

She was sitting in front of me,

looking down, 

on the floor,

on the sofa, 

and i was only few meters away from her, 

i couldn’t really understand

if she was smiling

or not,

just looking on the floor,

 she was still, 

like a rock,

for a long time,

and i was there

watching her,

suddenly i asked myself,

why do i have to be here,

and force myself to see

her,

see her face, 

her eyes,

her lips,

her hair,

why do i have to share the environment

with her,

who is more innocent than i

who is more feeling than myself,

and there was no answers,

but myself,

i stared at her for more,

and said

hey!

 

© 2013 Ardic Agus