Naked girl on her bed

She was lying down on the bed,
her eyes was open
looking directly into emptiness,
it felt like she was seeing things,
maybe she was seeing her mind,
in to the emptiness,
naked,
her arms was open,
pointing south and the west,
and her leg was on top of her other leg,
the bed was looking old,
just like her feelings,
she was looking good in the bed,
like a painting,
and the darkness was right on top her head,
where light didnt reach,
i looked at her,
and just like her,
i felt empty,
there was nothing between me and her
just thoughts,
just a love which we never shared,
we never knew each other.

© 2013 Ardic Agus

Confession

sometimes you are destroying yourself,

without realizing,

and sometimes you realize it,

and when you do,

its too late,

because of your habits,

your cycle of thoughts,

your mind,

becomes blind,

and it moves inside the darkness,

dragging you along,

and you see yourself and feel the pain,

and you can see your future as well,

your past tells

no good things,

but then you remember hope,

and hope brings,

light,

not much but it still

beats the darkness,

believe in yourself,

just believe,

and do it,

hit it hard,

hit it so hard,

without any fear.

look at the light,

look at it for hours,

for days,

until it becomes

more lighter,

control your mind,

control your mind to

control your mind.

© 2013 Ardic Agus