5:20 am
On my way to work,
I told you
Its hard,
Harder without you.
When all those memories of us
Of you,
plays in my mind, on repeat
And I watch them
Looking empty into distance
The night is cold
And the sky is stary
People tired
Some are dead
Like you’re lies
That I listened
With a broken joy
And you,
Changing your mind
Like this weather of Britain
Hourly
I know its not funny
Though it is funny
How you never observed yourself
But watched and recorded
My bad side s
Into your brain
And always told me that I dont understand you
I do
I do
But do you?
6 months of laughters and tears
A battle
Drunkeness
Love,
In bed outside bed
And me cooking for you
And watch you gaining weight
Little by little
And kiss you
Day and night
I know you love me
Because I know you
But if stop loving me
I shall stop loving you
Little by little
But
If you think about me
At nights when you put your head on your pillow
If you feel like texting me,
And knowing of im still alive
And if you regret the way you walked out of my life again
Dont worry
Im different now
And these are the last thoughts of you
Ardic AGUS 2014
Dirty Realism 