Just a place to waste time

when you spent enough amount of time 

in solitude, by chance or no chance, 

you understand that,

there is nothing here to do or say,

but just wasting time, 

either by drinking or fucking, 

and you drink and fuck, 

and some cant even drink or fuck,

they get confuse about life, 

and the easiest way to escape is, working hard enough to earn enough

amount of money to look after them self and 

they get married, and have children, and 

they die, without even knowing why they were here at the first place, 

terrible, terrible thing to do, 

my angel like father is died on the day i was born..

he is 44 years old now.

 

© 2013 Ardic Agus

walls of illusion

when you break the wall, 

that the illusion has created, 

to keep you going, 

without questioning,

its hard, its hard to 

keep going, 

there is nothing to do, 

there is nothing to say, 

its all empty, 

full of air and time, 

waiting for death

© 2013 Ardic Agus